Wednesday, December 8, 2010

8 december

Be thankful with what you have.Before all that you see infront of you gone in a blink of an eye.

Saturday, December 4, 2010

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wahhhhhhhhhhhhh,nwoadays keep playin dota can pwn my frend already le.So happy for myself.Hope my hard work pays off and i can be better than Farhan.;D
i just want u to know...i dont us to get seperated..pls jusst understand...sigh.

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

WoW

Went to the pool today and had a great time playing with my maties.This has to be one of the days that i must never forget.Anyway,I got a new "Critic" O.o Hope u guys enjoy the drama coming on!XD

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Tumblr

Since a few of my peeps are tumblring,i figured i should give it a go too.Really looking forward to that "Narnia" and ill still post on both blogs regularly.That my friends is a contradiction.:P

Friday, October 22, 2010

wad is wrong.

Fvck this shit man.
Everything also wrong,
i say something wrong,
i do something wrong.
wad do u expect from me man?
freakin pissed.

Sunday, October 3, 2010

Dear Baby.

I hope no matter what you know I still love you.Too. I promise.

Sunday, September 19, 2010

anorexia and bulimia.(2)

Anorexia Bulimia - Escape the Cycle of Despair
Anorexia Bulimia may have seemed an easy solution at first - if you binged, you purged; if your body repulsed you, you exercised. But those "solutions" drove you deeper into despair, self-loathing and addiction. Culture and its airbrushed perfection sets an unattainable standard for most, whispering, "If you're unhappy, do something about it." And though the desire for change isn't inherently wrong, focusing entirely on body image can lead to obsession. Eating disorders like Anorexia Bulimia offer a false sense of control, propelling you into a cycle of disease that robs your self-esteem, disrupts your daily life and affects your health, sometimes to the point of death. Only by escaping the trap and discovering the beauty inside can you find true contentment.
        As you can see.Doing something that you tink can saveyou is actually killing u in the inside.So girls out there,b4 doin tis,think of its effects.Which is much more worst than wad u tink might happen to u.IT CAN KILL AND IT WILL.

An article on eating disorder.

Anorexia Bulimia - An Eating Disorder with a Major Impact
Anorexia Bulimia is an eating disorder which can have a major impact on the body. While professional mental health care is crucial for individuals suffering from this disorder, so too is medical evaluation and treatment. Self-imposed starvation and binge/purge cycles have serious physiological effects.
Anorexia Bulimia - The Medical Effects of Binging and Purging
Anorexia Bulimia can cause injury to the esophagus (the tube connecting the mouth and stomach) due to cycles of repeated vomiting. Bile and acid from the stomach irritates and inflames the membrane that lines the esophagus, causing a condition known as esophagitis, which is sometimes severe enough to cause scarring and narrowing. This passageway can become so narrow that it is difficult for food to pass through. The physical stress of vomiting can cause tears in the lining of the esophagus. These tears may bleed massively or cause the esophagus to rupture. This is a life-threatening condition that requires immediate surgery.

Anorexia Bulimia can also cause injury to the stomach due to binge eating. Frequent vomiting commonly causes gastritis, an inflammation of the stomach lining. Also, eating a large meal very rapidly, combined with slower emptying of food from the stomach may, on very rare occasions, cause the stomach to rupture, causing death from peritonitis. Lung complications occur when self-induced vomiting leads to aspiration of food particles, gastric acid, and bacteria from the stomach into the lungs, producing pneumonia.

Kidney and heart complications, when they occur, are often severe. Fasting, vomiting, and over-use of laxatives may result in loss of fluid and crucial electrolytes from the body. Chronic dehydration and low potassium levels can lead to kidney stones and even kidney failure. Loss of body acids, as a result of frequent vomiting, leads to high alkali levels in the blood and body tissues. This may cause weakness, constipation and fatigue. Severe alkalosis and potassium deficiency can lead to an uneven heart rate or sudden death. Injury to the intestines, particularly the colon, commonly results from laxative abuse. Damage to the intestinal lining may lead to ulcers and produce bloody stools.

Anorexia Bulimia can cause injury to the skin in various ways. Most over-the-counter laxatives contain phenolphthalein, which may cause sores in the skin and hyperpigmentation (brown or gray spots). Excessive and forceful vomiting may result in hemorrhages in the blood vessels in the eye. Injury to the teeth is quite common. Chronic vomiting increases the acidity of the mouth and results in erosion of the teeth's enamel and dentin.
Anorexia Bulimia - Laxatives, Diet Pills & Other Drugs
Anorexia Bulimia victims often use drugs, over-the-counter as well as prescription, in their efforts to remain thin. Laxatives, for example, may seem to move food through the body more rapidly and may relieve abdominal distention after binging, but they do not prevent the calories in the food from being absorbed. The temporary weight loss that is seen after using laxatives is mostly due to loss of water in the bowel movement, and will be naturally regained. Misuse of laxatives is harmful in several ways: they upset the body's electrolyte balance; they lead to dehydration; they damage the digestive tract lining; and they let the bowels get lazy, so that one may experience constipation when laxatives are not used.

Diuretics, or water pills, increase urine excretion and can cause a sudden weight loss. A person who fails to distinguish between loss of body fat and loss of water may see this as a desirable effect and start using diuretics to lose weight. But because the only loss induced is water, the result is dehydration. In addition to causing dehydration, diuretics are also dangerous because they can increase the loss of calcium, potassium, magnesium and zinc from the body. They can also cause rebound retention of salt and water, making the body more sensitive to diet changes. Ipecac syrup, which is taken to induce vomiting, has been linked to deaths of several patients with eating disorders. Emetine, the active ingredient, can build up in tissue and cause muscle or heart weakness. Ipecac is toxic, whether taken as a single large dose or as small doses that can build up over time.

Anorexia Bulimia victims may take diet pills to help with weight loss. The best-known prescription pills are Dexedrine and Benzedrine, but over-the-counter drugs are also misused. These reduce appetite, but only temporarily. Typically the appetite returns to normal after a week or two, the lost weight is regained, and the user then has the problem of trying to get off the drug without gaining more weight. Warning: these drugs are of little use in achieving and maintaining weight loss and can become dangerously addicting.

Friday, September 10, 2010

eyes.blinded.

I know your trying.But i just can't see the effort.Sigh.
From what i'm seeing,your getting worse by the day.
But i'm trying to tell myself that ur trying and i hope you do.
love you lots.

....

Sometimes when you're angry,words that you don't mean to say come out from your mouth.To be someone who can understand others well,one have to identify this elements in ones' conversations and learn not to take them to seriously.When your angry,you sometimes tend to be sarcastic.So,to be a good listener,one should not get affected by this either.
Sometimes,when someone is sad,they would feel unloved,uncared for.
But baby,i'm always here to love and care for you.Trust me.
So as a good partner,you have to care and love them more in this times.

Monday, September 6, 2010

6th Monthsary.

Happy 6th Monthsary baby!
im supposed to be offline now but i came back on just to write this cos it'll mean lesser if i did it tomorrow.
Baby,
              This 6 months with you has really turned me into more than just a boy.I wouldn't say im a man yet but the experience really changed me alot.I love you with all of my heart as ur the onli one in it.I wouldn't trade u or this experience for anything else in this universe..Especially those times....Anyway,I hope u keep tour promises as ill keep to mine.Which is to never leave you.
And look,
there's onli just 6 more months.I KNOW we're gonna make it.And u started the day very well,making me luagh and remembering that we were like that 6 months ago,the bestest frends.Then we had a great time at the gym laughing and disturbing Chin Wei also.And then go to ur Kinderdarten which then i started to throw tantrums as i wanted to go home.(OMG i feel like a small boi).Then we ok already.And then at night on msn fight again,*I really hate msn bcos of this*
Anyways,
I love you.More.*teehee*
Ur the best thing that god ever created and gave to me,
Ur the light at the other end of this dark lonely tunnel,
Ur that one moon in the starless night sky of Singapores',
Ur the hottest and the most gorgueos girl i've ever met and i'm lucky to have you.
Ur trying ur best and i really appreciate that from the bottom of my heart.
I just hope u wont give up.
I love you.
 -Urbabyprince,
   Danish.

Friday, September 3, 2010

Todaeeeeeeee,

Whoaaaa......
I love today!
I love you!
Days like this is very rare this past few weeks cos of our constant misunderstandings and i hope more days will come.
                "Today should be markedas a better history,a new,bright future.
                  I hope days like this will follow up.(L)"
       Actually,I hope days like this will follow up too.

Sunday, August 29, 2010

I know its hard to stop something that is very addictive.
So now,all i'm asking is for u to stop it just for ME.
i'm sorry if i demand too much.
But its for ur own good.
Its just,i love you.
I love you for just who you are.
I hope you are gonna keep to your words and try your best this time around.
All i'm asking for is that you'll do your best to stop it.
For everyone that loves and care for you.
At least...
              ...stop it for me?
      xoxo-your Baby.

Saturday, August 28, 2010

highlight this.

No more sorries.
No more sadness.
No more regrets.
You should prepare your next move wisely.

As everything's under consideration.

Friday, July 2, 2010

Whoaaaa.WAD A DAY!

Having someone or a group of people singing a happy birthday song for me and really mean it has been a very long tine and i didn't knew it was gonna happened anymore.But today,i gotta say thank you to Wedding,Kendrick,Kenneth and Khoi yian for embarassing me during recess time because of singing the song loudly and having everyone looking at me.But it was fun though.And throughout the whole day,Wedding couldn't stop wishing me Happy Birthday.Thank You Hone!:D:D:D:D:D:DI wasn't expecting anything from anyone but,alot of people wished me happy bitrthday and it really made my day.Then also received a card from wedding with the rest of them writing and wishing me a happy birthday.Its been so long since i had such a birthday.I would like to say Thank You to everyone who had wished me happy birthday again.And also to those who had gave me a birthday bash.-.- I could hardly breathe when they gave me the 'burger'thing(especially when amiirul and aidil came on).Like so freakin heavyyyyyyyyyy lah.hahaha.
TERrible.
Ended the day with a trip to Aiman with weds and we both had laksa for dinner.:D
After that sended her home and thoroughly enjoyed the day.

Monday, May 31, 2010

I dunno.
Sometimes,i relly try not to be possesive.
I let u do a lot even if i dont like it.(bet u didnt know dat)
U made me very sad,but after that,u did ur magic and made me happy again.
A work of wonder.
even if u tell me not to worry and all,i'll still will.
want to know why?
cos i love you.
Dats why.
u pretty cutie pie.

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Meet the parents session didn't turn out to good today.I thought my dad will at least appreciate my results as onli my maths failed,but he turned out to be more disappointed as my maths failed.He wants all my subjects to pass.He like said he was very disappointed in me infont of my teacherS.I felt liike cryin as i had tried my best.He also said dat he wld ask me to quit band if i dont improve for next term.So i feel that tis sld relly be the turnin point.Im gonna seriously start to concentrate on my studies.i relly mean it.im gonna prove them wrong.i always feel dat he is comparing me to my sis,as she did very well in her studies and always feeling disappointed whenever he looks at any of my results..
                                         ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
dont worry hone,ur dreams wont come true.I wont go with her.I swear.Its u and onli u.Trust me.

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Internet.

           Today very bad,my mum took away my modem becos i used it until late at night.Now i can onli use it for like 2 hours per day.   :(    Im like gonna miss so many tings.Especially u.2 hours onli leh!!!!! so short SIA!
            Anyways,if 2morrow i nvr go online after 1pm,call me ok?I dunno how u can get through my line dat day but i cant call anyone.u know y.:( So call me k?

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Amazing..

   Had a great day today.afterschool went to Kenneth's house and played wii and carrom with Kenneth,howie and wedding.Then went home.
Dats when all the trouble started...
    Went home then mom said on monday if my dad nvr pay up the telephone billl then the line cut off.She say he nvr pay for 7 months alredy.Like wtf.Wad have he been doin with his money????
  Bymonday if my dad nvr pay up,they cut off the line alredy.Now,only calls from my sis can be received and i cant call anyone.so sad.Then my nephew got HFMD.So sad.:(:(:(:(my mom say dat the electricity might also be cut off.
Haiyo.........................................................................................................................so sian.....................
i felt soo down after that.....
                                                       ......Then u talked to me.......
                          u made me soo happy again.
                          Thank you.You're soo amazing.
                                                                :D:D:D:D:D:D

Thursday, May 6, 2010

2 months...

   Wow!
  Time does fly!And i enjoyed every minute of it.(like duh.who wouldn't.)
   So fast two months alredy.It felt only like yesterday when i asked u.
  I know we'll last longer and i iope u be there by me forever and ever.
   Maybe i'll get somethin for u next month k?
  Just be patient.
   I'LL LOVE U ALWAYS!!!!!!!!!
  For ever and ever......

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Today.

        U know just now in the morning i was a bit angry cos i thought i'll would be late and miss u,so i took 502 which is an express bus and the bus fare was $2!!But it turns out U were the one who was late!.......
        Anyways,today was great fun cos after school i went to the library with kenneth,howie,shafiqah and her fren;Benjamin.we read the sex book and had a lot of fun time laughing at some horny tings.Then when kenneth wanted to buy the foods from the vending machine,he tried for many times but the $5 note just couldn't be accepted!it went in and out,in and out.
        He was soo paiseh!ppl were looking at him.HAHA.
        Then when we on the way back,we bought cheese sausage from Chomp and then we started doin other tings instead of  eating it.
       Syaf was like enjoying herself with the sausage and keep suckin it or sometin.
      Today relly was a fun day but sadly u were'nt there and i kept tinkin of u.:(

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Decisions.

     Decisions.
     Life is full of decisions that one have to make.Decisions leads to consequences that can be either good or bad.Even the most dificult decisions to make does not necessarily means happiness or sadness,but the wisest decision one make leads to happiness.Only your heart can give you the wisest decision,not your brain.Your brain will only confuse you and distract you from your main objective;which is to make the right decision.
     There will be times where you will look back and relize that you have made the wrong decision but that is all part of Life.If everyone lives to make good decisions or choices then i am really amazed.NOBODY makes perfect decisions but there is certantly many who have had made good decisions.You can just ask your parents after this and ask them if they have made any decisions they regret and i am sure there will be at least 1 desicion which they have made and regret.BUT there will be many that they live to remember as the best decisions they have made.
    What i am trying to say is that nobody knows what the perfect decision is or whats in for them in the future,just follow you're heart to make the right decision and prepare for the journey ahead rather than trying to anticipate whats in it for you.
     P.S;
           Don't let others decide or convince you.Just believe in yourself to make the right decision.
*I'll always be there for u no matter what you're decision is.And i'll will also be waiting if you decide to make that decision.

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Thank U,Love.

WOW.I feel so good now.
Thank U.
For after so long,i feeled so much loved and appreciated now and i don't know how to thank you more.Ur the one there for me when i needed u the most and all those things which has happened to me,
words can't express how i feel right now
so......................................all i know is
I love U and i will always be there for u.
Forever.
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

Sunday, April 25, 2010

My dad(CME project)

     Ok,to start out with,i am going to write about my dad today.He is a guy in his mid-50s and is hardworknig to earn money for the family.Even with his bad habits,he is still the kind of dad any child would want on his good days.He works as a store supervisor and is very sociable.He could easily strike a conversation with anyone and can talk for a few hours.
     Working as a store supervisor considering his age is a very dificult task to manage.He has to work very hard to carry all those heavy loads and can hardly have a rest when he is working.He usually works for more than 12 hours a day because he has to finish unloading and sorting out the goods in the warehouse because he does not have enough workers to help him out as the company refuses to recruit more workers.So all i can say is that i think he is a physically fit man.
     My dad also has alot of friends.His friends range from shop owners to even cleaners!He doesn't matter who they are as long as they are willing to talk to him and is friendly,anyone can be his friend.But,even being frendly to others and all,he hardly talks to me.The only things he talks to me about is about the games that we play and when he needs to give me advices.The advices he usually gives me last for a very long time and always leave a big difference on my life.
    Even looking like a happy man on the outside and being physically fit,he is actually suffering from heart attack in the inside.He was diagnosed with heart attack early last year and since he has never smoke again.He is on medication ever since and is watching his diet nowadays.I am always worried about his condition but what can i do?At the most,i can omly give him advices which he would ignore.
   But to summarise everthing, i would like to say that i am fortunate to have such a hardworking dad and i am really happy to have him as my dad and i hope he would cure from his sickness.