I dunno.
Sometimes,i relly try not to be possesive.
I let u do a lot even if i dont like it.(bet u didnt know dat)
U made me very sad,but after that,u did ur magic and made me happy again.
A work of wonder.
even if u tell me not to worry and all,i'll still will.
want to know why?
cos i love you.
Dats why.
u pretty cutie pie.

Meet the parents session didn't turn out to good today.I thought my dad will at least appreciate my results as onli my maths failed,but he turned out to be more disappointed as my maths failed.He wants all my subjects to pass.He like said he was very disappointed in me infont of my teacherS.I felt liike cryin as i had tried my best.He also said dat he wld ask me to quit band if i dont improve for next term.So i feel that tis sld relly be the turnin point.Im gonna seriously start to concentrate on my studies.i relly mean it.im gonna prove them wrong.i always feel dat he is comparing me to my sis,as she did very well in her studies and always feeling disappointed whenever he looks at any of my results..
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dont worry hone,ur dreams wont come true.I wont go with her.I swear.Its u and onli u.Trust me.

I WILL NEVER LEAVE U

Internet.

           Today very bad,my mum took away my modem becos i used it until late at night.Now i can onli use it for like 2 hours per day.   :(    Im like gonna miss so many tings.Especially u.2 hours onli leh!!!!! so short SIA!
            Anyways,if 2morrow i nvr go online after 1pm,call me ok?I dunno how u can get through my line dat day but i cant call anyone.u know y.:( So call me k?

Amazing..

   Had a great day today.afterschool went to Kenneth's house and played wii and carrom with Kenneth,howie and wedding.Then went home.
Dats when all the trouble started...
    Went home then mom said on monday if my dad nvr pay up the telephone billl then the line cut off.She say he nvr pay for 7 months alredy.Like wtf.Wad have he been doin with his money????
  Bymonday if my dad nvr pay up,they cut off the line alredy.Now,only calls from my sis can be received and i cant call anyone.so sad.Then my nephew got HFMD.So sad.:(:(:(:(my mom say dat the electricity might also be cut off.
Haiyo.........................................................................................................................so sian.....................
i felt soo down after that.....
                                                       ......Then u talked to me.......
                          u made me soo happy again.
                          Thank you.You're soo amazing.
                                                                :D:D:D:D:D:D

2 months...

   Wow!
  Time does fly!And i enjoyed every minute of it.(like duh.who wouldn't.)
   So fast two months alredy.It felt only like yesterday when i asked u.
  I know we'll last longer and i iope u be there by me forever and ever.
   Maybe i'll get somethin for u next month k?
  Just be patient.
   I'LL LOVE U ALWAYS!!!!!!!!!
  For ever and ever......

Today.

        U know just now in the morning i was a bit angry cos i thought i'll would be late and miss u,so i took 502 which is an express bus and the bus fare was $2!!But it turns out U were the one who was late!.......
        Anyways,today was great fun cos after school i went to the library with kenneth,howie,shafiqah and her fren;Benjamin.we read the sex book and had a lot of fun time laughing at some horny tings.Then when kenneth wanted to buy the foods from the vending machine,he tried for many times but the $5 note just couldn't be accepted!it went in and out,in and out.
        He was soo paiseh!ppl were looking at him.HAHA.
        Then when we on the way back,we bought cheese sausage from Chomp and then we started doin other tings instead of  eating it.
       Syaf was like enjoying herself with the sausage and keep suckin it or sometin.
      Today relly was a fun day but sadly u were'nt there and i kept tinkin of u.:(

Decisions.

     Decisions.
     Life is full of decisions that one have to make.Decisions leads to consequences that can be either good or bad.Even the most dificult decisions to make does not necessarily means happiness or sadness,but the wisest decision one make leads to happiness.Only your heart can give you the wisest decision,not your brain.Your brain will only confuse you and distract you from your main objective;which is to make the right decision.
     There will be times where you will look back and relize that you have made the wrong decision but that is all part of Life.If everyone lives to make good decisions or choices then i am really amazed.NOBODY makes perfect decisions but there is certantly many who have had made good decisions.You can just ask your parents after this and ask them if they have made any decisions they regret and i am sure there will be at least 1 desicion which they have made and regret.BUT there will be many that they live to remember as the best decisions they have made.
    What i am trying to say is that nobody knows what the perfect decision is or whats in for them in the future,just follow you're heart to make the right decision and prepare for the journey ahead rather than trying to anticipate whats in it for you.
     P.S;
           Don't let others decide or convince you.Just believe in yourself to make the right decision.
*I'll always be there for u no matter what you're decision is.And i'll will also be waiting if you decide to make that decision.